21. Indonesian. I'd go queer for tea and coffee.

Thought via Path

Sometimes we are going to hurt each other so bad
So bad you feel defeated, wrecked, exhausted
So bad you constantly check the door in front of you, to see if the space is clear and available to start over
So bad you wish to spare a little more strength to forgive – Read on Path.

Thought via Path

So you found your good friend. Lying on the cracked pavement.
Her eyes are, hollow.
Her limbs, crooked and broken.
Her mouth, blood-dripped
Her eyes, wide-open

You knew her
She had never missed a smile in her life
She sat in front of you and passed you all the answers for exams
Whose notes you used to borrow with handwritting you remembered so well
Cuz they were just like computerized block-letters
You would not copy from anyone else’s but hers

So, you heard she did fine after school
Made it through graduation
Secured a job
She did fine after all

But you wondered
why is she laying in front of you,
Lifeless and suicidal
Like the world had failed to understand
All her thoughts had never been so unsafe
Turns out she had a plan to bury them all
after all
In good time

You just could not guess
When one’s lips were too timid to say she was too tired of many excuses
To say that she was a lost believer in faith
Too late for a rescue – Read on Path.

the problem of comparison



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